01-05-10

2day is a sad day for me...
ltr i cn put wif my fren...at night is party time...
i cn confirm i 'll de drunk...
mayb juz 1 botol...or mayb juz 1 jar...
start from 2day...i'll be change...
n i'll be new ppl n new xuanne...
n i'll learn to be a bad ppl too...

30-04-10

looks like i gt a ans oledi...
i decide oledi...i will try my all all best to forget him...
bcoz tis ppl bring too much too much hurt to me...
i hv been hurt many times oledi...
i knw tis is hard...very very hard...
bt i think tis is the best way...
better thn every day also wan drop many tears juz coz him...
i knw tis need many time n also cannot force...
i hope all my fren will support me...n i will try to dun think him...
2ml is my fren b'day...i cn confirm tat i will drunk...
bcoz...is really really sad n hurt...i oledi very tried...very very...

29-04-01

haiz...2day really dno y me happen la...
tiba2 cry out liao...mayb is my heart gv cut again...
until i cannot control...gt somethings is really hard to control la...
im really get hurt la...like everyday also see same scenario...
if u see dao u didnt hv feeling tat u r nt should to be a human...
tis kind of things...everyday see 1 time oledi very cham...
try to think if u 1 day see tis kind of scenario more thn 1 times...
if u 're a normal human...wat ur feeling...

28-04-10

so hope 2day wif me 2gether pratice kawad de frens can 4gv me...
i know i so fan...keep call repeat n keep serious at thr n also keep calling u all dun ply...
really...really sry...really hope u all can 4gv me...
haiz...2day he pratice whole day oh...like no rest jiang...
hope 2ml he can get a gud result on his competition... he preparing so long time oledi...
really hope he can get a gud gud result...n also hope he can take care his health...
since he oledi sunburn...plus tis few days awhile sun big2 awhile rain heavily lagi...
dun get sick ya...haiz...2day my sylvia very geng bha...1st time work oledi done 1 big kes^^

27-04-2010

haiz...he nt reply me again...
i knw he very tried...bt...1 also cannot reply meh...i nt so belive tat...
haiz...who can help me...
feels like gonna die oledi...
everyday at skull juz bcoz of u...i change until like wat jiang...
bt...u juz very hapi wif ur frens right...
u will never knw hw i feels like nw...
mw heard is like tat hapi...whn i gt see dao u...
my heard is like tat pain...whn i see u treat me like tat...
my heard is like tat scare...tat dno wat time u'll bck...
my heard is like tat nervous...tat dno u will win on ur competition or nt...
bt...bt...bt...u will never never never knw my heard is juz bcoz of u...
gt so many feeling....juz juz bcoz of u...
juz nw rain heavily...hope tat time u nt under the sun...
dun get sick...take care wif ur healthy also...