05-06-10

oh...so tried 2day...
my mum call us move to new room...
2day rain so heavily...
hope their camp still gud...
so boring...
2ml our gathering is oledi cancel...
haiz...bcoz thm wan go waterfall...T.T

03-06-10

ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2ml teacher's day liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so scare!!!!!!!!!!!
yer...he gt car liao...
bt he dun wan fetch me...
he say will accident wah...
T.T
so bad...
fetch her fren wont pun...

30-05-10

i've cried again...
wat is the reason leh...
nobody know...
wont gt any 1 willl know...
y leh...
bcoz i'll nt telling any 1...
i juz will put inside my deeper heart...

28-05-10

hapi wesak to all buddish...
2day holiday^^
really relax coz juz finish exam...
haha^^juz finish jogging wif my fren...
really tried...
2ml dun 4get go 1B^^
show lo gt come^^
i'm so hapi...coz he reply my msg liao^^

22-05-10

shit...i dno who r u...
bt i very angry u nw!!!
call to my shop find me for wat oh...
wat tuition oh...
wan find me wont find my phone ah...
u knw u make my dad keep asking me nw...
shit!!!
nw very angry la...
bt...still wan to Congratulations he...
get KPP oledi...^^

19-05-10

很多感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都没得当了。。。
常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，
最后因为你说的一句喜欢你，如果他没反应，
似乎这段友情也很难维持下去了。。。
这也难怪 有些人因此不敢踏出这一步。。。
因为这就是一场堵注。。。
表白之后要不成了男女朋友，要不连朋友也没得当，
有些事，不是你能预料的，
或许对方不在意。。。
你们还可以是朋友，
但却已经不如以前。。。

17-05-10

haiz...
everyday exam...
2ml sci oh...
muz higher thn 50...T.T
ah xuanne...JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!
2day well done...
muz be bck myself...
muz like jeremy again!!!!!!!!!!!
jeremy...i cum lo^^

15-05-10

怎么办。。。
我应该怎么办。。。
juz nw saw him at skull 1 ppl...
my fren go ask him y 1 ppl...
bt he say he waiting my cousin...
he ply gitar to gurl oh...
bt bt bt...i see him from skull go to bus stop take 1 GURL go bck skull...
i've been promise tat i muz be stronger...
bt nw i really duuno hw to be stronger...
my tears was keep dropping...
wat should i do...T.T...T.T...

05-05-10

finally i ok liao...
ntg liao nw...
wat also ntg liao...
v still fren...
even he say he treat me 0.01 also didnt hv feel...
v still fren...
i muz be stronger...
2day dance in front my frens...very stress la...
forget tat steps oh...^^
hope thm 2ml all early2 bck hum^^

04-05-10

the final2 ans also the same...
he tell me...no use if if u like someone tat dun like u bck...
i ask even juz 0.01 also dun hv...
he say i love u as a fren...T.T
tat i hv been promise him...
tis is the las times i ask tis type de que...
my tears cannot stop falling down oh...
really sad...im really sad...T.T
gt who cn help me forget tis sad...
i so scare i'll do stupid things again oh...
cause nw except cry...i dunno wat m i doing nw...T.T

03-05-10

oh my gosh...im gonna cry out again..
2day same time v go to see the pameran...
bt...he didnt cum...mayb is to hate me...
whn i see him...i dunno hw to face him...
bad mood again...
haiz...i promise my sylvia tat i'll like jeremy jiang...
bt...las2 me yang bad mood...
sry ah sylvia...very fan kan me...
i really cannot...really cannot be...
if didnt see dao him mayb i will...
bt...whn i see dao him i really cannot...
i need time to change tis things...
haiz...T.T...

02-05-10

haiz...if i didnt reply him i wont get any hurt again...
y i like tis de ah...
every times decide liao de things also cannot do it...
haiz...too tried...rest 1st...

01-05-10

2day is a sad day for me...
ltr i cn put wif my fren...at night is party time...
i cn confirm i 'll de drunk...
mayb juz 1 botol...or mayb juz 1 jar...
start from 2day...i'll be change...
n i'll be new ppl n new xuanne...
n i'll learn to be a bad ppl too...

30-04-10

looks like i gt a ans oledi...
i decide oledi...i will try my all all best to forget him...
bcoz tis ppl bring too much too much hurt to me...
i hv been hurt many times oledi...
i knw tis is hard...very very hard...
bt i think tis is the best way...
better thn every day also wan drop many tears juz coz him...
i knw tis need many time n also cannot force...
i hope all my fren will support me...n i will try to dun think him...
2ml is my fren b'day...i cn confirm tat i will drunk...
bcoz...is really really sad n hurt...i oledi very tried...very very...

29-04-01

haiz...2day really dno y me happen la...
tiba2 cry out liao...mayb is my heart gv cut again...
until i cannot control...gt somethings is really hard to control la...
im really get hurt la...like everyday also see same scenario...
if u see dao u didnt hv feeling tat u r nt should to be a human...
tis kind of things...everyday see 1 time oledi very cham...
try to think if u 1 day see tis kind of scenario more thn 1 times...
if u 're a normal human...wat ur feeling...

28-04-10

so hope 2day wif me 2gether pratice kawad de frens can 4gv me...
i know i so fan...keep call repeat n keep serious at thr n also keep calling u all dun ply...
really...really sry...really hope u all can 4gv me...
haiz...2day he pratice whole day oh...like no rest jiang...
hope 2ml he can get a gud result on his competition... he preparing so long time oledi...
really hope he can get a gud gud result...n also hope he can take care his health...
since he oledi sunburn...plus tis few days awhile sun big2 awhile rain heavily lagi...
dun get sick ya...haiz...2day my sylvia very geng bha...1st time work oledi done 1 big kes^^

27-04-2010

haiz...he nt reply me again...
i knw he very tried...bt...1 also cannot reply meh...i nt so belive tat...
haiz...who can help me...
feels like gonna die oledi...
everyday at skull juz bcoz of u...i change until like wat jiang...
bt...u juz very hapi wif ur frens right...
u will never knw hw i feels like nw...
mw heard is like tat hapi...whn i gt see dao u...
my heard is like tat pain...whn i see u treat me like tat...
my heard is like tat scare...tat dno wat time u'll bck...
my heard is like tat nervous...tat dno u will win on ur competition or nt...
bt...bt...bt...u will never never never knw my heard is juz bcoz of u...
gt so many feeling....juz juz bcoz of u...
juz nw rain heavily...hope tat time u nt under the sun...
dun get sick...take care wif ur healthy also...